Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Why Worry


I am listening to All American Rejects right now and it reminds me of high school because that is when they started to get more well known. Those days I would go to class all day and get out early because I had early release. Me and my friends would cruise around in my friend Dan's old Buick it was pretty much a piece of junk but we had a great time just driving around to places without a care in the world at the time... We used to listen to The All American Rejects all the time when we drove around aimlessly to the beach and such. Listening to that song now reminds me of how things change over time. I don't ever hang out with that crowd anymore and I don't really know whatever happened to Dan, last I heard someone saw him passed out on a bench at the mall. Some people don't want to change some people want to live as if there is no worries at all. Lately I have come to the conclusion that life is really hard. Well I mean I have started knowing this years ago when I graduated from high school which was a piece of cake by the way. Then Starting college across the country I have found that I can't rely on my own ways to handle big things in my life. I have learned that its impossible to keep it together and do everything myself.

Recently I had to go home to California to get all of my nursing stuff together and it is due Today! We were gone on trips for two weeks straight and I was not here to take care of this stuff and really didn't worry about it until its almost too late which is what I find myself doing a lot. This is called "Procrastination" and its what drives me to not do anything and then do it all at the last minute. I would not recommend this at all. Do it soon get it done! Anyways it didn't really hit me until I had about 7 days to get this all done. So I frantically called a bunch of doctors in the area and they wanted to charge me 500 dollars for everything to get done because they did not cover my insurance in Vegas. So I prayed about it long and hard and gave God my worries and then I called my home doctor and my mom and they put me in a appointment the very next day! I was so relieved and everything I needed to do and was so stressed about melted away... This is just an example of the power of prayer and the power of our almighty God who takes away our burdens. So if you are troubled and have burdens on your heart send them God's way for he knows what to do with them.

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